4w3d

I am so hesitant to post this for fear of a jinx. I cannot even begin to allow myself to use the "P" word. I still don't believe it. There are still SO many things that could go wrong and SUCH a long road ahead. Plus my numbers are still very much on the low side which could mean disaster at any given moment. But I've decided I am going to hope for the best and try to enjoy these moments while I can. Beta #2 is in.

11dp3dt: Beta 31
13dp3dt: Beta 75

So there you have it. The number doubled which is good news, but the numbers are still SO very low. I will have another drawn tomorrow, and it needs to at least have doubled (150) but preferably have surged to the 200's. Many people say you need to have a minimum of 100 by 13dp3dt for the pregnancy to go on and develop correctly, but I am hoping I can be the exception to the rule.

We are being VERY cautious and trying not to get excited, but it is impossible not to get our hopes up. Please, please, PLEASE don't let us be crushed. Will update tomorrow with follow up beta. As always, cross your fingers. It seems to be working so far..