Here Goes Nothin'

Well it's official...we are moving on to IVF! My beta this morning came back at <1.0. So I can safely assume I am not pregnant, and it is time to prepare for the next step. Even though I knew what the result would be this morning, it was still upsetting. I am okay now, though, and actually more excited than anything! I truly have faith that IVF is just what we need, and I cannot WAIT to get started!

 Anyway...the doctor said about five weeks after the start of this current cycle we will have the actual transfer. So I am guessing at the date right now. A guessing game with dates? This doesn't sound like TTC at all!! HA! I will know more exact dates when we go in for a consult on Monday.

All in all I am excited. My overall feeling right now is just relief and excitement to be headed in the right direction. I feel like I am counting down to my wedding all over again! Mid-February, hurry it up!!!! I KNOW I shouldn't be playing the "If.." game, but IF I were to get pregnant on the first IVF cycle, I would be due again in November...which would mean a new baby (and drinking!) just in time for the holidays. Maybe I will get lucky after all...